¤ solstar..

is it too much to ask
just to feel important
to feel like you matter
to feel like you impact
someone’s day
in some way?
is it too much to ask
just to be held tightly
engulfed into the arms
of someone you love
unfalteringly, truly love?
no matter how stupid
they are
no matter how ignorant
they are
just love them and hold them
if only for a moment
if only for a single, fleeting moment-
is it too much to ask?
pressing my lips against yours
the look of disgust upon your face
i can only imagine
but to satisfy my selfish needs
is my only atonement
for this one sided love.