¤ solstar..

i’m in an illicit internet affair with a nineteen year old canadian.
and it seems… he means more than i thought.
he stated that he wants  all of me.
and to please me.
not just in a sexual way.
but in a soul quenching way.
ha, how wrong was I.

this is so silly.
so much, for so little.
so close, yet so far.
Goddamnit all.

 c’est la vie.