¤ solstar..

i’m in an illicit internet affair interesting situation with a nineteen year old canadian.
i’m think i’m falling again… for someone who lives 3000 something miles away.
i’m afraid he’s lying to me. i’m afraid nothing will happen. i’m afraid something will happen. 
i love my best male friend more than I should.
I’m falling out of love with my best male friend. (i hope.)
i’m lonely, cold, and i complain more than I should.
He doesn’t hug me anymore, and it bothers me.
Sometimes, I just feel so damn unpretty.
(to be con’t)