¤ solstar..

moody.

i dunno.
i’m feeling this to be a good day, but i’m rather upset that sunny can’t talk to me. yeah, we talk. but nothing too deep. it’s always just petty things or silence.
i don’t feel much of a connection to him.
maybe, it’s just how it is now. perhaps, i’m rushing to conclusions to fast, like usual.
but i dunno, i’m getting all kinds of bad vibes from it.
today, i could see to be a good day. a good chance that it will be one.
eating some “healthy” food right now. A healthy food binge, haha. What a joke.
But I will lose some weight by June.
Gotta look nice in a cute bathing suit, hopefully unlike the last one I wore. Horrendous. x.x
If I could lose ten or fifteen pounds, I’d be the happiest girl on Earth.
Haha, maybe that’s an exxageration, but I’d sure be proud.
I’d also like to bring up my grades while I’m at it.
And get more sleep. x.x

Meh.