21 04 2008
sigh.
i haven’t been here in so long.
i don’t know why i don’t type in here much more often.
probably because there isn’t much to share.
tomorrow i’m going to six flags with Sunny and BB.
it’s spring break, though it doesn’t feel like it.
i started talking to my canadian friend again.
he’s pretty odd, but that I can say about 75% of my friends and even myself. lol.
one of my friends asked about my romantic life.
what romantic life?
haha.
no such thing.. i’m not even pining for anyone. i think it’s either that i’m supremely picky, i’m not boy-crazy (or girl-crazy. i’m hetero-o-oh.. i think? of course. lol), or perhaps i’m still pining for sunny, which i’m… not really sure of. i mean, i love him, but it’s loosing that romantic bit. it’s all platonic and sisterly/brotherly… i guess.
he has a boyfriend anyway.
(ha, that sounds odd)
my canadian friend flirts, but i doubt he’s really reaaallly interested in me.
though, i don’t even know what that means anymoar.
maybe i just think i’m not good enough anymoar.
maybe i’m not.
well, if anything, i’m good enough for my close friends… nearly good-enough for myself…
i have such a headache.
~.~
